June 21st, 2003


Resident Evil: Dead Aim

From a post at Mr Cranky:

06/21/03: Resident Evil: Dead Aim
Posted by: nomore@spam.com (ModernRonin)

Has anyone played Resident Evil: Dead Aim? I have to say, the idea sounds very good. Gun in one hand, controller in the other. It's a perfect setup for a survival horror game.

I had similiar ideas myself (as I imagine did a lot of people), but my idea was that the game would auto-sense when you had the gun pointed at the screen (I know this is technically possible, as Point Blank 3 does it) and throw you into first person. Your normal movement controls (left stick) would become look up/down/left/right. Press and hold the stick (R3 held down) and you'd strafe. You could keep shooting all the while.

Seems like they messed up my idea of the controls a bit though. Did they forget about the R3 button? Hitting L1 with one-handed is easy enough, but getting to both L1 and L2 is not. Still, it has potential. And the reviews (1, 2) seem to be better than most games in its genre.

Has anyone played this or seen it in person?


Da Hulk.

06/21/03: Don't pay more than $5 for Hulk.
Posted by: nomore@spam.com (ModernRonin)

It's not a bad movie, but not a great one either. Ironically, the CG was excellent, it was the script that wasn't so good. Exactly the opposite of what I expected.

There's one really good part that stuck out in my mind, just after Hulkie falls off the fighter jet. But I won't ruin it for you. The rest of this movie is, well, mostly uninspiring. Thank god Jenny was in this, I really would have had a much harder time liking it without her.

I hope to hell T3 doesn't suck, or else this whole summer is going to be a waste, movie-wise. But I'm not getting my hopes up...


How I loathe this job market... a long and very angry rant.

The questions I've been asking myself are, "How long is long enough?" and "How hard is hard enough?" and "What am I doing wrong?"

If I've been sending out resumes for the last 6 to 8 months, have I been trying to get a job long enough? If it's been 4 well-targeted resumes each week out of the 50-300 hits I get out of five different job sites (monster, dice, flipdog, yahoo jobs, geekfinder), for the last 6 to 8 months, have I been working hard enough looking for a job?

And what have I been doing wrong that, in that time, I've gotten one - count it, 1 - email back about possibly being considered for a job.

I'm trying not to have a sense of entitlement. I'm trying not to think or feel that just because I'm smart, well-educated and a hard worker, that I deserve a job. Any job. Like working part-time at Radio Shack, or doing mobile windshield repair. Two jobs for which I have also applied, as they surely could not be worse than working at Best Buy. And the reward for my diligence and effort in calling them back, politely and pleasantly asking if there's any news, filling out another application to replace the one they lost, etc, etc, etc? A deafening wall of silence. To quote Dreamcatcher: "Same shit, different day."


I'm getting very close to concluding that the world is completely insane.

I don't know. Maybe I should have just been a leech, a parasite on society, a welfare recipient like everyone else I know. Maybe I should cave in and become a member of the herd, like everyone else. Take the easy way out. Conform to and participate in a corrupt system I do not approve of, that I want to burn to the ground. "You'll be more popular." "All the cool kids are doing it."


If I have to destroy the world - or more likely, destroy myself - to get an honest job, then I will. I am NOT amused by this shit.

It's not socially acceptable to be angry about this kind of thing. We're all supposed to passively accept that "this is how things are, this is just the way life is, (happy sounding bullshit, happy sounding bullshit)." I don't buy it. The world is wrong. The world is insane. The world needs to be slapped across the cheek as hard as I can swing.

I am sure I hurt my chances for being hired by posting things like this in public. It makes me look like an unhinged maniac. Which is ironic, as I'm pretty calm IRL. But I refuse to be passive. I refuse to accept that something is "right" or "correct" simply because that is the present state of things. That is a trait I have always had, and one that has never given me occasion to hang my head in shame. I refuse to submit to society's dictates when they are wrong and stupid, and I will continue to refuse to do so as long as it takes. If I must lose the only material posession that I've ever given half a shit about in my life, then so be it. If I must be reduced to living on the street and taking the food that sustains my life as charity from the few who are kind and moral enough to give it, then so be it.

When the scales come to balance, I will be able to look Peter in the face and say, "I never did anything that more than very slightly compromised my principles. Even when I was pressured by everyone - my family, my friends, my boss and co-workers, society as a whole. I told them all to go fuck themselves if they didn't like my adherence to what is just, fair and right. And I do not believe this makes me a bad person."

Constructive criticism is welcome. Hell knows I could use some advice - any advice. But if you post "you're just not trying hard enough" or any variant thereof, I'm going to flame you so hard that even the skin between your butt-cheeks is going to be black and crispy.